About Me
Hey, I’m Brendon - some people call me Cosmic Otter.
Why Cosmic Otter?
The otter has been my animal guide for many years. They represent so much of what I aspire to bring to this space: the ability to dive deep, quiet curiosity, and a sense of grounded playfulness. Just as otters hold hands in the water to keep each other safe, my goal is to be a gentle, grounding tether for you while you explore the deep waters of your own consciousness.
Background & Education
I hold a Bachelor of Commerce with a specialization in Computer Science, and a Masters in Data Science. I’ve worked on some interesting projects over the years, but ultimately found computer-based work to be dull and depleting for my soul. I have concerns about where we’re headed collectively with AI.
Path of Awakening
Yoga, meditation, and psychedelics have opened me up in ways I could never have imagined. At the age of 19, after years of rejecting any notion of spirit, a deep hot yoga practice catalyzed my first altered state of consciousness. That moment set me on a path of self-inquiry that brought me here.
Psychedelics & Community Work
I eventually found my way to psychedelics in my late twenties and started volunteering with the nonprofit MAPS Canada in 2020. I played the role of podcast producer and led a team to write, record, edit, and launch the first season of their podcast in 2021. In 2022 I completed Toad School, a workshop on 5-MeO-DMT facilitation, and since then have been working as a facilitator at group weekend retreats with Earthlings. I’ve also sat and served at Vipassana silent meditation retreats.
Ceremonial Facilitation Philosophy
Ceremonial psychedelic facilitation is the most meaningful and fulfilling work I get to do. It’s an honour to be part of people’s process in this space. I aim to provide an empathetic safe grounding presence for others to feel, heal, and explore healthy forms of spirituality. For me, healthy spirituality is anything that prioritizes direct personal experience of the divine over external authority. Curiosity and self-inquiry over dogma and hierarchy.
Trauma-Informed, Somatically Grounded
A trauma informed approach is core to how I do this work: prioritizing safety, choice, collaboration, trustworthiness, and empowerment. In practice that means informed consent, touch and communication signals agreed before the medicine is brought out, and doses titrated to your nervous system rather than a standard protocol.
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Get in Touch
Interested in working together? I typically start with a free 20 minute consultation call, giving us both an opportunity to feel into whether this would be a good fit. Looking forward to chatting with you!